I blinked, and readjusted my laptop to my level of sight. I placedmy gaze back to his teeth, yellowed from copious cups of coffeeand scotch. The blurred images surrounding him smiled at me, theirteeth white and untainted by the pleasures of the earth.I listened for any more sounds.Nothing.I’m not sure why I do the things I do, or did, or will do. I believeconsequences are natural and unweighted. Still, I’m privy to feelheavy shame and fall in love with the noodles of it all, anyway.I closed my eyes, and teethed on my heart as I lay back on my bedin silence; the Porch Giant had vanished.I shut my laptop and looked around my room.Blurred visions of a family stared at me from the opposite side ofthe room. They stared at me in an unkempt room, with unkempthair, and unkempt piles of papers and disjointed books in theirshelves and half emptied coffee mugs strewn about. I laughed atthe chair in the corner that resembled Todd’s family, manic with thetired hour.In the silence, I heard something cluttering in the room next tothis one, the bathroom—I sank my eyes across the floor, gliding mybody with the tides of unease toward my bedroom door. I wished itwas Todd. The door opened, almost on its own. My feet were tethered to the ground, my mind hopeful.Clip… clip.My eyes expanded as far as the universe would allot, infinitesimally and ever starry. Porch Giant?43
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