Alexandria Jones February 3rd, 2024 - Flipbook - Page 4
I couldn’t allow myself to go down the rabbit hole of what
has become of the people that chose to do to themselves.
However, that’s exactly the thing. They have done that to
themselves. I’m only the enabler in this skewed situation.
I have the choice to stop selling at any time I wish, but there
will always be another dealer around that those clients of
mine will be able to reach out to. It makes me wonder how
much of an enabler I really am if there are always going to
be other options, other dealers, and more drugs. The only
peace of mind that I seem to have is that I know my gear is
pure, ultimately lethal but at least it’s pure.
I’ve placed myself in bone-chilling situations that most civilians wouldn’t think someone like me, who has a job like
mine, would have. An occurrence, in particular, is when a
regular of mine doesn’t cop from me in a few days. I think to
myself; are they dead? Did they overdose? Most of all, are
they okay? There’s nothing I can do in situations like that. I
